The ego’s most sophisticated disguise may be the awakened teacher — speaking fluently of dissolution while quietly constructing an empire around it. And yet: I came to Sri Chinmoy’s teaching long before the contradictions became visible, and something in it genuinely moved me. The bhakti current that runs through everything I practice was, in part, awakened there. The Sufi tradition calls it baraka — blessing that moves through the teacher, not from them. A cracked pipe can still carry water. The water is not the pipe’s. And the seeker who was opened by a flawed transmission is not obligated to choose between honoring the opening and acknowledging the corruption. Both were real. Neither cancels the other. Numinous Waves on the merchant at the gate, and the seeker who outgrows the vessel.
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When the Fog Is Called Faith
The essay reflects on personal experiences within a spiritual community, exposing the illusion of organized belief systems that prioritize adherence over authenticity. It highlights the human longing for belonging and meaning, emphasizing that true awakening transcends institutional teachings. By recognizing our shared vulnerabilities, liberation arises from embracing our inherent nature of love, moving beyond conditioned identities.
The Inhabited Light
Awakening doesn’t remove the human being. It fills it. The grief is real. The anger is real. The longing is real. The great ones wept, raged, and broke apart — and were free. Not free from their humanity. Free inside it. That is the only freedom that was ever on offer.