Grey and Gold the Alien as Mirror 

We have been drawing the same alien face for seventy years — bulbous head, black eyes, no mouth — while a second, radiant tradition of luminous visitors has quietly existed alongside it, largely ignored. What if both are portraits of us, not them? An essay on Rudolf Otto’s tremendum and fascinans, Jung’s UFO mythology, and what our two visions of the sky reveal about the soul’s own divided longing to be seen.

The Stories We Carry and the Soul That Remains

Stories give shape to chaos, continuity to identity, and meaning to the pain we endure. But stories are never truth—they are survival tools, projections, and borrowed narratives. Awakening begins when the scaffolding collapses, revealing the radiant, storyless presence of the soul.