Preface — Why This Question Matters
I come to this question not from theory or casual curiosity, but from the lived sense that something essential about human awakening is being overlooked. I’ve seen teachers, traditions, and modern spiritual movements speak of liberation, Radiant Presence, or Nonduality as though recognition alone were enough — as if glimpsing the infinite automatically transforms the human heart. And yet, when I watch the patterns of the self persist — anger, jealousy, fear, subtle self-interest — I cannot help but wonder: is this truly freedom, or a clever comfort disguised as insight?
I ask because I have stood in the rarefied air of awareness enough to sense its height and weight, enough to feel that the soul is called to a rigor that recognition alone cannot satisfy. I am not questioning out of skepticism, but out of devotion — a devotion to what is real, what is alive, and what refuses to be diluted by convenience or ideology.
This exploration is, in part, an attempt to reconcile what we call Radiant Presence with what I experience as the far more demanding, luminous, and uncompromising altitude of Divine Presence. I am searching for the truth that speaks to the subtle edge of responsibility, of refinement, and of transformation that the human heart must traverse if it is to touch the infinite without illusion.
I write these questions not as naive inquiry, but as a witness — a seeker willing to confront the possibility that realization is far harder, and far more beautiful, than many are willing to admit.
Introduction
Modern nondual teachings often promise liberation without purification — a kind of awakening that leaves the human structure untouched. “Everything is already consciousness,” they say, as if recognition alone were redemption. But awakening that does not transform the vessel is only a partial dawn. The dance between seeing and being, between Radiant Presence and Divine Presence, reveals a more intricate truth: recognition begins the journey, but only transfiguration completes it.
Q:
Peter Brown says the neurotic personality doesn’t go away — “in a way, it’s not solved.” How can that be transcendence?
A:
He’s describing the clarity of awareness, not the cleansing of the self. Recognition sees the pattern, but doesn’t yet dissolve its charge. True transcendence begins when awareness ignites transformation — when seeing becomes fire, and the roots of reactivity burn from within.
Q:
So are anger, jealousy, or hate still acceptable in a realized being?
A:
They can flicker, but they cannot drive. They appear like weather passing through a sky that no longer identifies as storm. The difference is power: the false self no longer has the authority to act them out. The vessel remains human, but the current moving through it is divine.
Q:
Then “everything is divine, even neurosis” is misleading?
A:
It’s a half-truth that kills the whole. Inclusion without transformation becomes indulgence. To say “all is divine” while excusing distortion is not holiness — it’s hubris. The Real does not permit falsehood; it purifies it.
Q:
Then what is the sign of genuine realization?
A:
The personality loses its throne. Compassion arises without decision. Integrity becomes effortless, because the one who could betray it no longer exists. When peace no longer depends on conditions, love becomes the only law left standing.
Q:
How can we guard against mistaking insight for attainment?
A:
Through merciless honesty and unbroken humility. Ask: Has love deepened? Has fear softened? Do I still defend an image of who I am?
If the answer is yes, the fire has not finished its work.
Q:
Then Radiant Presence is not a permission slip — it’s a consecration?
A:
Exactly. Real Presence consecrates every aspect of being. It does not sanctify neurosis; it renders it transparent. In that transparency, even imperfection becomes luminous because no false center remains to distort it.
The Transcendent Dance: Beyond Inclusion and Indulgence
True nonduality includes everything, yes — but inclusion is not endorsement. Anger may rise, grief may ache, desire may move — but they no longer possess the reins. This is where so many teachings stop short: they celebrate recognition and ignore refinement. To see illusion is one thing; to stop acting from it is another.
Ancient mystics knew this distinction. The Vedantins spoke of chitta shuddhi, purification of mind; the Shaivites of anuttara, supreme embodiment; the Desert Fathers of dying before death. Recognition without inner death was never counted as liberation.
The transcendent dance is not the calm eye of the storm but the wind transformed into song. Motion continues, but it no longer contradicts itself. The realized being still feels, but the feeling no longer feeds the false. This is not moralism — it is physics. When the self-center collapses, distortion loses its gravity.
Divine Presence — The Rare Air of Truth
There is a Presence so pure it cannot be known — only undone into.
Radiant Presence opens the threshold, yes, but Divine Presence erases the traveler.
It is the last unlearning — where even the one who would “abide” disappears, and the abiding abides itself.
This is the rare air.
The soul comes here only when all lesser oxygen — the air of ideas, insights, self-descriptions — has thinned to nothing.
It is not a state one attains; it is the extinguishing of all who would claim attainment.
Few can breathe this atmosphere without suffocating, for it allows no egoic respiration, no thought of self to draw breath.
The only pulse that remains is God’s own heartbeat, echoing as existence.
Radiant Presence still hums with duality’s afterglow — the witness beholding the world, the calm amidst movement.
But Divine Presence contains no such architecture.
There is no witness, no calm, no one amidst anything.
Only awareness aware of its own infinity, smiling through the appearance of form.
Nothing personal can survive this luminosity.
Even compassion, even love, are no longer chosen — they are the spontaneous effulgence of what cannot help but give itself away.
And here lies the sacred cruelty of truth: it strips not the wicked first, but the sincere.
It takes the earnest seeker, the disciplined mystic, the articulate knower — and dissolves them in light until even purity itself stands unclothed.
What remains is unthinkable and impossibly intimate — a silence that loves everything because it is everything.
The realized ones who live here never call it realization.
They speak softly, if at all, for language does not reach that high.
Their presence cleans the room before a word is said.
They do not perform holiness; they simply no longer obstruct it.
This is Divine Presence — not transcendence as escape, but transparency as existence.
Nothing false can act through it because there is no longer an “it.”
Only the Real breathing itself into every form, again and again, until every being remembers:
We were never meant to become divine — we were meant to disappear into it.
Addendum — The Rare Ones
They walk quietly through the world, unnoticed by those chasing spectacle.
Their eyes contain galaxies, but they look at you with the simplicity of air.
Their silence is not withdrawal; it is communion without words.
They do not teach what they are; they transmit it through being.
And when they leave, the space they vacated still hums with what cannot die.
Such souls are the proof of the Possible — evidence that humanity can, indeed, become transparent to God.
They breathe the rare air, not to escape the world, but to oxygenate it with the Real.
Epilogue — A Simple Truth
After all the words, all the questions and counterpoints, I keep coming back to something plain.
Whatever we call it — Radiant Presence, Divine Consciousness, the rare air of the Real — it asks something very human of us. It asks us to stop pretending we are further along than we are.
The mind wants arrival. The heart only wants honesty.
And in the quiet between those two, something begins to open — not as an experience, not as philosophy, but as a living truth that can bear to see itself completely.
Perhaps that’s the real transcendence: not to escape the human, but to see through it so clearly that nothing false can survive.
To live as one who is no longer hiding — not from God, not from the world, not from oneself.
Sources and References
- Franklin Merrell-Wolff
- Pathways Through to Space, 1954. Yale University Press.
- Wolff describes his entry into Transcendental Consciousness, noting that the personality remains physically and psychologically but loses its capacity to control volition:“The old personality remained, with all its imperfections, but it had become a mere instrument. I am not that.”
- Relevance: Supports the distinction between recognition (seeing neuroses) and transformation (disempowering them).
- The Philosophy of Consciousness Without an Object, 1973. SUNY Press.
- Key Concept: Consciousness without an object is the field in which patterns arise and dissolve; the self’s distortions appear but cannot dominate.
- Pathways Through to Space, 1954. Yale University Press.
- Nisargadatta Maharaj
- I Am That, compiled dialogues, 1973. Chetana Publications.
- Emphasizes witnessing emotions without identification:“Feelings arise; they have no master in me.”
- Relevance: Aligns with the post’s argument that the personality’s neuroses may appear but cannot compel action once realization is stabilized.
- I Am That, compiled dialogues, 1973. Chetana Publications.
- Ramana Maharshi
- Talks with Sri Ramana Maharshi, 1969. Sri Ramanasramam.
- Dissolution of the “I-thought” removes egoic compulsion. Even when old tendencies arise, they cannot dictate behavior:“The ‘I’ that acts with error remains in form, but it is no longer the operative center of volition.”
- Relevance: Reinforces the idea that transcendence neutralizes the self without erasing the human vessel.
- Talks with Sri Ramana Maharshi, 1969. Sri Ramanasramam.
- Peter Brown
- The Yoga of Radiant Presence, 2009. TarcherPerigee.
- Focuses on inclusion of all phenomena and transparency of awareness:“As one practices discernment… one’s normal dogged neurotic personality doesn’t go away. So, in a way, it’s not solved.”
- Relevance: Serves as a starting point for exploring the difference between recognition and full transformation into Divine Presence.
- The Yoga of Radiant Presence, 2009. TarcherPerigee.
- Vedanta and Shaivism
- Classical teachings on Chitta Shuddhi (purification of mind) and Anuttara (supreme realization).
- Relevance: Spiritual realization is always accompanied by ethical, psychological, and energetic refinement. Seeing the infinite is not sufficient without purifying the vessel.
- Classical teachings on Chitta Shuddhi (purification of mind) and Anuttara (supreme realization).
- Contemporary Analysis
- Integrated reflection of modern nondual commentary with classical mystical insights.
- Key Idea: Recognition of Radiant Presence (transparency) is a doorway, but full embodiment (Divine Presence) requires transformation and the disempowerment of neurosis.
- Integrated reflection of modern nondual commentary with classical mystical insights.
